Oh gosh why did I wake up? Why can’t I just be okay instead of feeling like I’m going to break and pour out into the world
I finally have my laptop back after two months of being seperated
it’s been though but we’ve made it through
When my mind gets to a state where lies can’t get me through the day I start to wonder if doctors are needed.
What if they say it’s my brain, something that can’t be cured, that I’ll just have to “learn to manage”
What if they say there’s nothing wrong and I’m just lazy and making it all up?
Another week off college because breathing, existing doesn’t feel right, something inside is wrong and I don’t know what.
Too sober to function